ramblings

"I’m not saying that at some point love isn’t staying up until 2am phone calls or stealing kisses..."

Sun, 29 Jul 2012 18:42:37 -0400

“I’m not saying that at some point love isn’t staying up until 2am phone calls or stealing kisses when you least expect it, or instantly falling for each other’s favorite songs because it is, or at least that’s what the lead up to it feels like, but real love, is so much more. It’s going out at 12am to get something to eat for your wife who can’t get out of bed, it’s listening to them as they explode with vulnerability on your living room couch talking about how they were only so young when they’re parents passed on. it’s remembering how someone likes their coffee in the morning without asking—without ever asking, it’s visiting someone in the hospital knowing the last thing you want to do is see them in that condition, it’s wanting to be with that person despite everything, the future, the past, and everything in between, it’s the intimate things that you don’t even realize involve such intimacy, but they do, in secret, like the pinky promises you two made behind your back, to love one another for always, in the time you thought you were in love, when you were actually just on your way to it.”

- (via creatingaquietmind)

"We’ll aim for the bed and if we cannot make it we’ll stay on the floor."

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 23:08:09 -0400

“We’ll aim for the bed
and if we cannot make it
we’ll stay on the floor.”

- Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)

"Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different immediately after..."

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 23:07:13 -0400

“Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different immediately after they are expressed, a little distorted, a little foolish.”

- Hermann Hesse (via narcotic)

I don't think suicidal people get enough credit for not acting on their suicidal thoughts.

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 22:57:51 -0400

lazy-lazarus:

aha-itsme:

This post is for all of you who have survived the urge to end your life, either coming out the other side or still fighting to stay alive.

I noticed how when someone has a physical illness such as cancer, and they come out the other side or even remission, they are able to celebrate surviving. I think all of the survivors of being suicidal should too.

Congratulations, and keep on fighting.

Perfect. I think if people did get recognition for overcoming the urge it would make recovery and healing that much easier.

"I think of happy when I think of you. So wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. I really do."

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 11:39:08 -0400

“I think of happy when I think of you. So wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. I really do.”

- Andrea Gibson (via buryyourselfinwords)

"Crazy isn’t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It’s you or me amplified. If you ever told a..."

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 10:40:07 -0400

“Crazy isn’t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It’s you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever.”

- Susanna Kaysen, Girl, Interrupted (via flentes)

"To conceal anything from those to whom I am attached, is not in my nature. I can never close my lips..."

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 02:06:00 -0400

“To conceal anything from those to whom I am attached, is not in my nature. I can never close my lips where I have opened my heart.”

- Charles Dickens

"“I can believe things that are true and things that aren’t true and I can believe things..."

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 02:02:51 -0400

“

“I can believe things that are true and things that aren’t true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they’re true or not.

I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Beatles and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectable, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkled lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women.

I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone’s ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state.

I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste.

I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we’ll all be wiped out by the common cold like martians in War of the Worlds.

I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don Marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman.

I believe that mankind’s destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it’s aerodynamically impossible for a bumble bee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there’s a cat in a box somewhere who’s alive and dead at the same time (although if they don’t ever open the box to feed it it’ll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself.

I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn’t even know that I’m alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise, and sheer blind luck.

I believe that anyone who says sex is overrated just hasn’t done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what’s going on will lie about the little things too.

I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman’s right to choose, a baby’s right to live, that while all human life is sacred there’s nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system.

I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you’re alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it.”

”

- Neil Gaiman (American Gods)

"He doesn’t love you like you love him. Your love is this big, beaming light and his love is that..."

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 01:02:18 -0400

“He doesn’t love you like you love him. Your love is this big, beaming light and his love is that dead gnat on the ground.”

- Though Catalog (via everythinglovely)

"It’s a magical world, Hobbes, ol’ buddy…Let’s go exploring!"

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 07:01:39 -0400

“It’s a magical world, Hobbes, ol’ buddy…Let’s go exploring!”

- last words of Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Watterson (via excessivebookshelf)

shaynnee: Best thing I’ve seen on Tumblr.

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 10:22:24 -0400

shaynnee:

Best thing I’ve seen on Tumblr.

doctorwho: Nine. Ten. Eleven.

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 10:50:34 -0400

doctorwho:

Nine. Ten. Eleven.

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Tue, 26 Jun 2012 10:48:37 -0400

"In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to..."

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 12:55:51 -0400

“In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.”

- (via everyfiberinmybeing)

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Mon, 18 Jun 2012 01:09:31 -0400

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Sun, 17 Jun 2012 02:52:40 -0400

"Nobody can save you but yourself — and you’re worth saving. It’s a war not easily won but if..."

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 02:36:31 -0400

“Nobody can save you but yourself — and you’re worth saving. It’s a war not easily won but if anything is worth winning — this is it.”

- Charles Bukowski (via modernmethadone)

"I kept always two books in my pocket, one to read, one to write in."

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 23:32:06 -0400

“I kept always two books in my pocket, one to read, one to write in.”

- Robert Louis Stevenson, Essays of Robert Louis Stevenson

” So baby How can I forget your love? How can I never see you again? How can I ever know...

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 21:18:00 -0400

” So baby
How can I forget your love?
How can I never see you again?
How can I ever know why some stay and others go?
When I don’t, ooh
I don’t want you to go

I guess I know by now
That we will meet again somehow “

- Regina Spektor, How

"…you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your..."

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 21:14:00 -0400

“…you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit.”

- Lemony Snicket, The Bad Beginning